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a looping blinkie gif that has a light blue background, light pink thick boarder, with a smaller boarder made of light orange and purple flashing dots. the middle says "lover boy" in purple all caps text and has a pink beating heart symbol to the right of the textALT
a looping blinkie gif, with a light purple background, a thick black boarder with smaller boarder made of flashing and glowing white dots. the inside has text that reads, "single and haunted ;)" in black all caps textALT
a looping blinkie gif that has a light green background, a dark pink thick boarder, with a smaller boarder of light pink and green flashing dots around it. the inside has a pixel drawing of the TBH animal, and next to it is dark pink text that spells out "yippee!!!" one character at a timeALT

january ☆ 21 ☆ er/eros; he/him; they/them [current preferred ones at the front. i also have a pronouny]

heres my carrd, please read byf

this blog is 18+ (unless we’re already mutuals) and if you have no indication of age in your bio i will probably block/softblock you

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a reference sheet for a character named Charlize Melody Byrd, who uses she/her pronouns. she's drawn from the waist up and has design notes written around her. she's a very feminine, chubby, black woman. she has very long, pastel pink braids, and is wearing a crop top and long skirt in matching shades of hot pink. she's holding an orange cat in one arm, and with her other hand making a heart symbol. she's smiling cutely and is wearing large clear heart shaped glasses. the trans flag and lesbian flag are displayed next to her. the text around her specifies that some of her braids are tied in a bow on the top of her head. she has bright eyes, brown irises. she wears hair accessories, with two pink clips and a purple flower visible in this drawing. she wears puffy and fuzzy dangly earrings. always wears very fem pink outfits. she has body and face acne. she's wearing purple converse shoes out of frame. the orange cat is named Melon. Charlize has purple braces, and purple snake bites.ALT
a reference sheet for a character named Lucas Brice Brodeur, who uses they/them pronouns, and their fursona named No-Deer, who also uses they/them pronouns. they're both drawn from the waist up and have design notes written around them.  No-Deer is displayed first. they're a deer piñata fursuit, smiling mischievously with their clawed paws raised next to their head. their face is deer like, but they have a shaggy mane of piñata-like fringe on their head, their wrists, and their tail. their fur is pink, and the piñata fringe is purple. their claws, paw pads, and nose are yellow. their antlers are blue. their iris are ringed with blue, yellow, and pink. the fursuit doesn't cover their body, so their torso is more humanoid and in a long sleeved green shirt. the design notes specify that No-Deer is an indie musician and a full-time fursuit maker. they also have 2,400 monthly spotify listeners.  next is Lucas' reference sheet, outside of fursuit. they're thin, black, and androgynous. they have short, but not cropped, coily hair. they're smiling while holding a blue notebook and a pencil. they're wearing a pink and black striped t-shirt. the nonbinary and bisexual pride flags are displayed next to them. their design notes clarify that they have 4b or 4c textured hair. they have a warm face. both ears pierced. they have a dog tattoo on their right arm. they always carry around their notebook, and are always writing or designing. Charlize made the rainbow bracelet they're wearing. and Lucas' nails are painted black.ALT
an illustration of three dogs, labelled as a group: "The Boys". the first dog is labelled "J" and is a red doberman pinscher with uncropped ears. he's sitting up and is alert. the second dog is named "Andy" and is a black and tan doberman pinscher with cropped ears. he's relaxed and laying down, panting with his front legs crossed. the third dog is named "John" and is a blue merle and white australian shepherd. he's laying down and relaxed, but has very striking bright blue eyes.ALT
an illustration of the character Billy, who uses it/its pronouns, running through an art gallery space. it's a skinny white person with bright blue hair, wearing a frog bucket hat. it's holding a severed land line phone in one hand, and a length of rope in the other. it's winking towards the viewer as it runs, and on the floor behind it is a large pool of blood leading out of frame. in the background is a dark canvas on the wall, in a similar style to how a simple Rothko would look.ALT

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more character designs & concept art for my book, + more notes:

  • Charlize and Lucas are Billy's friends & roommates from college.
  • Charlize and Lucas have been friends since early childhood.
  • Lucas' dog tattoo is of a childhood dog.
  • the Boys (J, Andy, and John) belong to a different character I haven't talked about yet. John is reactive.
  • idk what genre of music NO-DEER makes (at least not yet) but I do know it's gonna have a lot of energy. figuring out the exact genre/style is very important to me so I'll be thinking on it for a while.
  • NO-DEER does live shows sometimes, usually at east coast furry/anime conventions.
  • Charlize is a big anime fan.
  • Charlize is a fine artist. she makes big mixed media pieces, combines cute and macabre themes, does gallery shows downtown, and sells her work online.
  • Billy commissioned a fursuit head from Lucas (I still need to design it tho).
  • Charlize and Lucas don't know about Billy or Kurt's murdering thing and would not support it if they did. they aren't perfect either tho, they have their own quirks. no one in this story is going to be boring!
  • NO-DEER might be my favorite design I've done for this story so far, I don't even have anything else to say about them just look at them. they're a nonbinary deer piñata who makes music. and they're so cool. please clap <3

In the wake of the dual strike I would like to remind everyone that "hollywood elites" is an antisemitic dogwhistle and if you are referring to company executives call them executives

ocd is not fucking destigmatized

"intrusive thought" gets thrown around by assholes talking about putting strainers on their heads or stepping on a leaf who in the next sentence will say "if your thoughts are about actually hurting people they should put you in a psych ward". compulsions and rituals get seen as proof you're "crazy". ocd insight CAN be delusional, even. pocd and sexual ocd is especially demonized, though even something as "harmless" (to others. not *us*) as contamination OCD is still mocked, belittled, and seen as a sign something is fundamentally wrong with you. I have seen people twice my age advocate for violence against anyone who thinks the way I've been forced by my mental illness to think since i was 6, maybe 7 years old.

OCD is not destigmatized.

Thing is the least helpful wheel of fortune category. “it exists” okay AND??

please look at this feisty, fluffy child

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incredible

Ohhhhh, he’s gonna get you!! He’s gonna get you so bad!! He’s so big and fierce!! He’s gonna get you!!!

There's just this attitude that a lot of weed users have surrounding their drug use (nicotine/tobacco and caffeine addicts also) that irks me because they rely on this idea that they aren't "like those REAL drug users," because weed isn't addictive (untrue) or it's not a "real drug" (untrue) or it's good for them (in some situations, maybe) whereas obviously all those other "REAL drugs" are completely different, don't lump them in with those other addicts, etc etc etc. And it's really frustrating as someone who has used or currently uses those "REAL drugs" or has a history with addiction getting stigmatized even by other drug users/addicts. Like I said, caffeine and nictotine and even a lot of drinkers do this too. Maybe if you have to light up three times a day or if you have to have 12oz of caffeine three times a day or if you go through three cigarettes a day or if you need three glasses of wine a day you have more in common with your fellow addicts and/or users than you want to admit, and maybe the only reason you don't want to admit that is because you see something wrong with "REAL drugs" and the people who use them.

Btw my point here is not that caffeine addiction and meth addiction are the same either in the drugs' effects or the process towards sobriety/quitting and tbh that shouldn't be your takeaway my point is that people with more socially acceptable addictions often contribute to and reinforce the stigmatization of addictions that are not socially acceptable and that sucks and I'm tired.

what type of pony do you think the person you reblogged this from would be?

earth pony

pegasus

unicorn

[“By cutting me off from knowledge of my disabled cousins, I had no source of disability knowledge and history in my family. Their lives were treated as extraordinary, disposable, and traumatic—so traumatic that the very fact of them was hidden, erased from the story our family told about itself.

This is typical of how disability is narrated in the family myths passed down from one generation to another. Disability is erased, repressed, covered over. Families de-lineate—destroy the connections between generations of disabled people, their families, and their caretakers.

Our disabled kin are not merely misrepresented. They are written out of the story. By examining the ways families excise disability from their stories, I began to see how disability is fundamentally shaped by this omission. The way we assign meanings to bodies and minds, establish norms, and otherize and stigmatize according to perceptions of ability is inseparable from how we name and claim our kin.

Family is defined and produced by eradicating disability lineage, often making the inevitable appearance of disability within a given family a crisis: a trauma to be erased, effaced. Unwritten. I refer to this process as de-lineation: the separation of disabled people from their lineage. The word “delineate” literally means to mark off with lines, and thus separate. It includes the word “lineate,” derived from “lineage”—family ancestry. The de-lineation I’m examining here is sometimes literal, as with the institutionalization of my cousin XY; it is sometimes rhetorical, as with the suppression of my cousin Rhona and her disability from the family narrative. “Delineate” also means to describe or portray—a form of inclusion. So within the word itself lies the potential to re-lineate: to sew a family member back into the fold. To describe, portray, and, thus, connect.”]

jennifer natalya fink, from all our families: disability lineage and the future of kinship, 2022

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